Limit.By.The.Sky

another one gone. another Seattlelites. another person who make Seattle feels like home. it really sucks knowing the fact that every “hello” will always followed by “until we meet again”. but this is life. it always moves forward. just live it through. LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST :) every person you met along the way will always leave a color, a distinct color like no other, that will surely make your life more colorful. every single one of them is a special one. be thankful! for they are the one who shaped WHO YOU ARE TODAY, whether or not you ever realized it. 

the bottom line is never regret all the things that have happened in your life. never regret meeting all those people you’ve met by far. learnt the lesson it brings. and always be THANKFUL and never stop to SMILE, most importantly never stop spreading out your LOVE :)

like it is said by Sidney Mohede, “”LAUGH as much as you breathe and LOVE as long as you live…”

wanting to know everything sometimes sucks! why? because sometimes, it’s better for us for not knowing. some things are kept being a secret for a reason, A VERY GOOD REASON. when someone decided not to tell you about certain things, and you have an instinct that it’s also better for you to not knowing, then LET IT BE. don’t be such a KEPO for wanting to discover about all things, especially when you know exactly it’s gonna hurt you. *FYI, i’m not talking about knowledge here, it’s all about uncovering the secrets of love*

know, after discovering what this was all about, what good can it brings? NONE! and all i got? just another heartache, another disappointment, another regrets, and another waterfall of tears. 

true, that this stupid mistake will lead me to become a better person, a better decision-maker to be exact, which is for not being such a kepo. good lessons sure to be earned from this. let’s say that I’M LEARNING MY LESSONS THROUGH THE HARD WAY. never go against the nature. just go flow with it. let it reveal its own truth. when the time is right, and when you’re ready, the truth will come to you. sometimes, it’s better for us to not knowing, at least for a certain period of time. 

regrets always come at the end. cliche, eh? but that’s how it is.

i wish i had discovered my passion in life earlier. when i was in college, i never knew what i really want to do in life, as in which field i want to work for the rest of my life. since it was very common for us, indonesian students, to take business as our major, so i just go with the flow. i took business as my major, studying specifically in finance and management. 

now, being a graduated student of a major that i don’t have passion about, i feel so empty. i know that i wouldn’t be enjoying the work i have to do later on. i wouldn’t be looking forward going to work. it would be just a mundane day that i have to go through everyday. a very same cycle of boredom. a cycle of an “obligation” in life. a cycle to just keep myself “alive” and “being properly feed”. 

if i could turn back the time, i surely know what i want to do! 100% or even 110% SURE! cause now i know what i really want to do in life, for the rest of my life. it wouldn’t be just a mundane day, it wouldn’t just be a same cycle of boredom, it wouldn’t be just a cycle of “obligations” in life, and it wouldn’t be just a cycle of keeping myself “alive” and “being properly feed”! everyday would be an EXTRAORDINARY DAY, it would be a cycle of EXCITEMENT, it would be a time to DISCOVERED SOMETHING NEW, and it would be a LIFETIME EXPERIENCE! cause i know that taking Criminal Investigation/Crime Scene Evidence Analysis/Criminal Justice as my major would keep my SPIRIT ALIVE! i know i would looking forward to go to work everyday. how i wish i could turn back the time or it would be more logical to say “how i wish i had discovered my passion in life earlier”

now, it has all been too late. all that is left now is regrets. but you know what, rather than just regretting of all the things that have happened, i would rather just strive to make the best of it. who knows, someday in the future i might get a chance to go back to school and pursue this dream job. 

There will always be the first time for everything. After this “first time”, then you will need to decide whether or not you want to continue doing what you did. Putting on a wrong foot could make your life a disaster. So, be careful of what you’ll decide. Think far ahead. If you need to, make a list of both the positives and the negatives of that “first time” thing you have tasted. Will it be worth it for you to have the second-time, third-time, fourth-time, and so on.. 

Don’t confirm to what this world want you to be. Stand strong in what you believe is RIGHT for you. 

With Love. 

Took this test on Facebook called “Reveal Your Personality through Your Working Style” and here are the results: 

My Personality: 

You are twice as good when working at a job that you believe in, since your feeling adds energy to your efforts. You see the needs of the moment and try to meet them. You want your work to contribute to something that matters to you— human understanding, happiness, or health. You want to have a purpose beyond your paycheck, no matter how big the check. You are perfectionists whenever you deeply care about something, and are particularly suited for work that requires both devotion and a large measure of adaptability.

My Working Styles: 

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are friendly
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Adaptable and a realist 
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You rely on what you see
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Hear
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : And know first-hand
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You good-naturedly accept and use the facts around you
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You look for a satisfying solution instead of trying to impose any “should” or “must” of your own
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are sure a satisfying solution will turn up once you have grasped all the facts
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You solve problems by being adaptable
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : And often can get other to adapt too
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : People generally like you well enough to consider any compromise you suggest
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are unprejudiced open-minded
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : And tolerant of most everyone — including yourself
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You take things as they are and thus may be very good at easing a tense situation and pulling conflicting factions together
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are somewhat quiet and reserved
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Although you can be quite talkative on a subject where you can apply your great storehouse of information
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : In everyday activities you are adaptable
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Except when one of your ruling principles is violated
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : At which point you stop adapting
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are good with your hands
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : And like sports and the outdoors
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Or anything that provides a wealth of information for your senses
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are interested mainly in the realities brought to you by your senses
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Both inner and outer
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are apt to enjoy fields where taste
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Discrimination
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : And a sense of beauty and proportion are important 
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You have a special love of nature and a sympathy with animals
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You often excel in craftsmanship and the work of your hands is usually more eloquent than words
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : You are in some danger of putting off decisions or of failing to follow through
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : One of your outstanding traits is economy of effort
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : This trait is an asset if you judge accurately how much effort is needed; then you do what the situation requires without fuss or lost motion 
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : If you cannot judge accurately
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Or if you just don’t bother
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ : Then nothing of importance gets done

Thrilled I found a media that has helped me to know myself better than before :)